Why can't everyone stay happy?
My uncle has moved out of his house to get away from my aunt. My mom keeps trying to make me call my cousins but im scared. I called one she seemed happy but she was hanging out with friends and couldnt talk. I have to call my other cousin but for some reason I cant stop crying. In someways I dont even know why im crying. Im scared that calling her will hurt her. Im scared that ill say the wrong things. Although sometimes it helps people to talk if im seriously that upset the last thing I would want would be to have people calling me. id want to be alone. Im a weakling maybe im just running. Im almost scared to hear the deatails about what is going on. This has never happened to my family before and im luckly my friends never had to go through any of this either. I dont know how to help TT~TT Im so pathetic I truly thought that when summer came everything would be happy. What a pathetic hopefull wish. Happiness never stays forever does it? I just wish I could help some way