Waa yesturday was eventfull

[manabi_chan]

SO i did end up calling my cousin she didnt answer so I left a message.  And then I finally realized why I was crying about.  I think that watching this happen to people extremley close to me got me scared that what happened if my family did this too.  I think as selfish as that may sound it brought be to the realization that that type of thing happens every where and although I did know that before its kinda like broke that barrier that made me think oh it may happen to other people but it will never happen to my family. So knowing my aunt and uncle two people I grew up with all my life could (they may hopefully get back together my uncle just moved out) get divorced it scared me.  Lol my mom knows me too well and figured id be worried about that so she promised me that my family is happy and that the little (or apparently little sometimes I truly wonder..lol) fights where not as deep as the problems my aunt and uncle were dealing with and that our family is not going anywhere.  So now I just truly hope that my aunt and uncle will work things out and be back together.  But im glad that no matter what mny family will act like switerland and be nutral <3

After all that my computer started to crash! AGAIN this time i truly thought it was at the point of no return and yet...i scanned it and found 180 viruses and malware...how rediculous is that! I scan my computer like every day and nothing comes up and then all of a sudden on a really  bad day after i just sat there crying my eyes out they all out of the blue at lateish night decide to just come out and trash my computer.  But somehow the scanners  saved the day again~! I have no idea how but my computer is running great again....although my firefox is acting really weird so i should probably reinstall it....