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wow, its been awhile since i have been on here. i haven't had a computer for a while. yes i am still alive. sorry for not updating at all.
things are kinda stressful right now. i still haven't found a job. no one really seems to want to hire me cause of me being pregnant. can't say that i really blame them. looks like i am going to have to resort to good ol wendys again. thomas lost his job at hess 2 weeks ago but he started a new job today. hopefully he likes it and sticks with it. i really don't know how we are going to pay our bills. i've already warned my mom that rent will be getting paid late until we can get the money up.
johnica is doing really good. i can't believe how smart she is getting. i wish i had some new pictures of her. she is walking and starting to talk alot. i have no idea what she is saying when she talks but she sure does a lot of it. she is a total daddys girl. but boy is she a mama's girl too.
the little one in the belly is doing good. i should get my big ultrasound within the next few weeks. im still hoping for a boy. but so far everything seems to be going good with the baby. likes to move a lot and really seems to like when i drink orange soda. it's cool i like it too haha.
relationship wise, me and thomas are doing awesome. we haven't really fought in a while. not trying to jinx anything. we just seem to be getting along a lot better. instead of arguing when something is bothering us, we actually *gasp* talk about things. were really just not trying to stress about everything cause of me being pregnant the smallest thing could send me into damn labor. he's wanting to take on a second job so that i don't have to work but i really don't it to have to come down to that until i have the baby. but i can totally understand where he is coming from. and honestly, i am a lot more content staying home and taking care of house and baby than going to work.
johnica is going to be a year old on the 28th. i can't believe it. it feels like yesterday when i brought her home. it's amazing how quick time has gone by.
almost all of thomas's family has up and moved to tennessee. he's really upset about it. well not his whole family, but his dad's side of the family. go figure, the side he is close with. the only person left is his grandmother and we really don't see her staying down here by herself. since his grandfather died she is super lonely. i know thomas is thinking about moving now too and i understand where he is coming from but we just can't afford it right now. hell we can barely afford to eat. any money we have goes towards johnica. it's been pretty stressful.
well i gotta get going, thomas should be home from work soon. i just wanted to finally get on here and let everyone know i am still alive. i hope everything is going well for everyone on here.
things are kinda stressful right now. i still haven't found a job. no one really seems to want to hire me cause of me being pregnant. can't say that i really blame them. looks like i am going to have to resort to good ol wendys again. thomas lost his job at hess 2 weeks ago but he started a new job today. hopefully he likes it and sticks with it. i really don't know how we are going to pay our bills. i've already warned my mom that rent will be getting paid late until we can get the money up.
johnica is doing really good. i can't believe how smart she is getting. i wish i had some new pictures of her. she is walking and starting to talk alot. i have no idea what she is saying when she talks but she sure does a lot of it. she is a total daddys girl. but boy is she a mama's girl too.
the little one in the belly is doing good. i should get my big ultrasound within the next few weeks. im still hoping for a boy. but so far everything seems to be going good with the baby. likes to move a lot and really seems to like when i drink orange soda. it's cool i like it too haha.
relationship wise, me and thomas are doing awesome. we haven't really fought in a while. not trying to jinx anything. we just seem to be getting along a lot better. instead of arguing when something is bothering us, we actually *gasp* talk about things. were really just not trying to stress about everything cause of me being pregnant the smallest thing could send me into damn labor. he's wanting to take on a second job so that i don't have to work but i really don't it to have to come down to that until i have the baby. but i can totally understand where he is coming from. and honestly, i am a lot more content staying home and taking care of house and baby than going to work.
johnica is going to be a year old on the 28th. i can't believe it. it feels like yesterday when i brought her home. it's amazing how quick time has gone by.
almost all of thomas's family has up and moved to tennessee. he's really upset about it. well not his whole family, but his dad's side of the family. go figure, the side he is close with. the only person left is his grandmother and we really don't see her staying down here by herself. since his grandfather died she is super lonely. i know thomas is thinking about moving now too and i understand where he is coming from but we just can't afford it right now. hell we can barely afford to eat. any money we have goes towards johnica. it's been pretty stressful.
well i gotta get going, thomas should be home from work soon. i just wanted to finally get on here and let everyone know i am still alive. i hope everything is going well for everyone on here.