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i really need to stop being so damn insecure. i don't know if it is because i am pregnant or what. but it seems like since i've gotten pregnant again i am so scared thomas is going tov go somewhere else the first chance he gets. not to mention i don't trust half of the females in this state.
what sparked this whole thing is me calling my house last night to find out a girl was there that i don't like and it just so happens that thomas thinks she is pretty. granted she wasn't the only one there but i still couldn't help being jealous. i need to stop letting everything get to me.
oh and did i mention that i got speeding ticket yesterday on my way to my sisters? yeah 208.50 for doing 90 in a 70. that fucker came out of nowhere. this is just not my week. first i get fired then i get pulled over.
lets face it. im sressed to the max. im trying to not be so stressed out but i can't help it. i have to find SOMETHING for a job asap. i have to much on my plate to just sit on my ass. im so screwed. no one is going to want to hire me with me being almost 7 months pregnant. im stuck with fast food for now. im pretty sure i can get my job back at wendys. i would hate to have to go there but if that is all i can find then i am going to take it.
oh shit gotta go. my sister is going to be back any minute and i am not ready. i'll be writing more later.
what sparked this whole thing is me calling my house last night to find out a girl was there that i don't like and it just so happens that thomas thinks she is pretty. granted she wasn't the only one there but i still couldn't help being jealous. i need to stop letting everything get to me.
oh and did i mention that i got speeding ticket yesterday on my way to my sisters? yeah 208.50 for doing 90 in a 70. that fucker came out of nowhere. this is just not my week. first i get fired then i get pulled over.
lets face it. im sressed to the max. im trying to not be so stressed out but i can't help it. i have to find SOMETHING for a job asap. i have to much on my plate to just sit on my ass. im so screwed. no one is going to want to hire me with me being almost 7 months pregnant. im stuck with fast food for now. im pretty sure i can get my job back at wendys. i would hate to have to go there but if that is all i can find then i am going to take it.
oh shit gotta go. my sister is going to be back any minute and i am not ready. i'll be writing more later.