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it's raining. i love it.
of course i made new years resolutions. i make resolutions every day. barely any of them are kept long enough to provide me any sort of satisfaction. it's interesting that people ask what my resolutions are. oh, so you want me to tell you what i think it is about me that needs fixing? that's pretty cool. actually, i do love to talk about what i see as my short-comings, and it disgusts me that i do. so i guess a resolution is to keep my negative thoughts about myself to myself.
another one is to stop caring so much about what other people think...wait, what do you think i should resolve? yeah, stop caring what people think. i wish i could.
it's been a while since i've written here. it's different, knowing that people will read what i've written. lately i've been wanting to keep things to myself, so i've been writing in a real journal. even then i'm always writing to someone. but no one will ever read it. i love that.
so yeah, last night went rather well, for a seattle university friday, anyway. i've come to expect less. in all areas of life. it reduces my risk of being disappointed. i wasn't disappointed last night. well, only barely disappointed. which is, overall, a good thing.
another good thing is that i have an unopened bottle of robert mondavi private selection california merlot sitting on my desk. not that all that means anything to me. shortly after it's opened, and i'm not sure when that will be, i will proceed to drink it as quickly as possible. is there a better way to drink alcohol?
if only i had someone to share it with.
of course i made new years resolutions. i make resolutions every day. barely any of them are kept long enough to provide me any sort of satisfaction. it's interesting that people ask what my resolutions are. oh, so you want me to tell you what i think it is about me that needs fixing? that's pretty cool. actually, i do love to talk about what i see as my short-comings, and it disgusts me that i do. so i guess a resolution is to keep my negative thoughts about myself to myself.
another one is to stop caring so much about what other people think...wait, what do you think i should resolve? yeah, stop caring what people think. i wish i could.
it's been a while since i've written here. it's different, knowing that people will read what i've written. lately i've been wanting to keep things to myself, so i've been writing in a real journal. even then i'm always writing to someone. but no one will ever read it. i love that.
so yeah, last night went rather well, for a seattle university friday, anyway. i've come to expect less. in all areas of life. it reduces my risk of being disappointed. i wasn't disappointed last night. well, only barely disappointed. which is, overall, a good thing.
another good thing is that i have an unopened bottle of robert mondavi private selection california merlot sitting on my desk. not that all that means anything to me. shortly after it's opened, and i'm not sure when that will be, i will proceed to drink it as quickly as possible. is there a better way to drink alcohol?
if only i had someone to share it with.