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first update in over 72 weeks.....
there are so many things going on right now...let's start with..i should have never started this thing with vix i haven't talked to her in 2 days and i'm all worried everything is going to change when she gets back from asheville. i dont want to worry i want to be chill about it but i can't help it, i just wish i could detach myself from all feelings whatsoever. i dont know i'm so confused...maybe i'll just stop, i'm not calling or texting until she does, because I KNOW she's thinking the same things i am...
as for jen...i miss her so much. it's not the same at work. i saw her today at KW's graduation (talk about sad!) she hugged me and it felt normal but i think she knows that something else is going on with me.
as for my group, they are doing alright, they will probably be packed out until they finish their tent. i can't wait to have a new tent :) yayyy.
this is so random..i have so much going on right now... i can't get vix outta my head right now and it freaks me out. she leaves on april 4 to move to asheville and we just started hanging out and getting to know eachother. i almost feel like it's not fair and that this always happens during bad timing.
ok anyways...i'm going because this wont make sense to anyone but it makes sense to me and i guess it helped a little bit to get things out in the open even if it is online. i miss jen....so much...it kinda sucks....asdlkfjaslkdfjalsk;djfal;ksdjfl;aksdjf FRUSTRATED!
there are so many things going on right now...let's start with..i should have never started this thing with vix i haven't talked to her in 2 days and i'm all worried everything is going to change when she gets back from asheville. i dont want to worry i want to be chill about it but i can't help it, i just wish i could detach myself from all feelings whatsoever. i dont know i'm so confused...maybe i'll just stop, i'm not calling or texting until she does, because I KNOW she's thinking the same things i am...
as for jen...i miss her so much. it's not the same at work. i saw her today at KW's graduation (talk about sad!) she hugged me and it felt normal but i think she knows that something else is going on with me.
as for my group, they are doing alright, they will probably be packed out until they finish their tent. i can't wait to have a new tent :) yayyy.
this is so random..i have so much going on right now... i can't get vix outta my head right now and it freaks me out. she leaves on april 4 to move to asheville and we just started hanging out and getting to know eachother. i almost feel like it's not fair and that this always happens during bad timing.
ok anyways...i'm going because this wont make sense to anyone but it makes sense to me and i guess it helped a little bit to get things out in the open even if it is online. i miss jen....so much...it kinda sucks....asdlkfjaslkdfjalsk;djfal;ksdjfl;aksdjf FRUSTRATED!