hurts

[mamap]

i feel blah. i dont know what to do. how can something that feels so perfect just come to an end just like that. i just dont know what to do, i feel so lost right now. i wish it was easy for me like it seems to be for you, you haven't called me all day, i have to ask you to call me....shit this just hurts, i hate feeling empty like i do tonight...i dont know, i'm going to cry myself to sleep i suppose....ijust really really really thought this was different, i really thought it was real. damnit. it hurts