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I can feel it happening...
A total change in social circles...
I mean everything is different now, it just feels odd. I don't know. Hanging out last night felt so good. Everyone was happy to see me and just so nice. I've never felt so accepted in my entire life. So now I'm left with a difficult decision... Which group to devote my time to.
On the one hand we've got the current crowd, but that is shattered beyond repair, or so it seems. And the other group, where things happen that are fun and there are more than 5 of us, it just, I don't know, felt right. So... I don't know what to do. It feels as the I'm being discarded by one and picked up by the other. What to do, What to do. I mean I don't want to hurt anyone, but I don't want to get hurt either. And I can see that happening soon. Somewhere along the lines a choice will be made, whether I'm involved or not, and there will be nothing that I can do to change it or stop it from happening. All that I can say is that it fucking sucks and it's ripping me apart inside right now.
A total change in social circles...
I mean everything is different now, it just feels odd. I don't know. Hanging out last night felt so good. Everyone was happy to see me and just so nice. I've never felt so accepted in my entire life. So now I'm left with a difficult decision... Which group to devote my time to.
On the one hand we've got the current crowd, but that is shattered beyond repair, or so it seems. And the other group, where things happen that are fun and there are more than 5 of us, it just, I don't know, felt right. So... I don't know what to do. It feels as the I'm being discarded by one and picked up by the other. What to do, What to do. I mean I don't want to hurt anyone, but I don't want to get hurt either. And I can see that happening soon. Somewhere along the lines a choice will be made, whether I'm involved or not, and there will be nothing that I can do to change it or stop it from happening. All that I can say is that it fucking sucks and it's ripping me apart inside right now.