Feb 15, 2009 22:34
I'm not sure why this is such a hard post to make. Really. But it is. So... yeah.
I am going to be away for a little while, just the rest of the week, really. Not that I post much, or draw much attention to myself anyway. I'll be gone from Tuesday through Friday. I'll be in South San Francisco.
I'm getting my gastric bypass surgery on Wednesday.
I think it is finally hitting me. I got my surgery date on January 22, but it didn't really start to sink home until Friday, when I said goodnight to my coworker Jason. As I locked up last night, I realized I wouldn't be doing it again until almost a month from now. We went out and bought supplies for the trip, and some soft foods for me to eat when I get home.
I'm nervous, I know. I feel like I should be shaking, but I'm not quite there. I don't want to be nervous, I don't want to lose it, but I can feel myself starting to freak a little. Two days left. TWO DAYS. Why can't I wrap my brain around that?
So, yeah, that's where I will be. And I don't think the hospital has wi-fi. =(