OMG It's a post about my life
Retail therapy = love. That's all I have to say for the moment.
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Okay, moment passed, more to say!
Today was my brother's seventeenth birthday. Bastard's growing up on me. I stayed up till like six am this morning then was rudely awakened by my mother at like 11, telling me I had to get up and get ready so we could go out to eat. To say I was not a happy camper at being woken up is a severe understatement. So several hours later and a long ass shower which I used all the hot water up in (haha mom, haha) later we managed to get to this Italian restaurant for Tyler's birthday dinner. Tyler is this giant aspiring chef/video game geek(weird combo, I know) so we got the kitchen table where we could watch them cook and I got myself coffee and managed to wake up out of my dazedness so that I could actually be more than a lump in my seat.
Dinner was amazing. Like completely omg I loved it amazing. After when I was sitting there in pretty much silence thinking about how much I ate and how I didn't like the feeling of being so full was not so nice. But I managed to get through with snapping my rubber band and distracting myself.
Anywaaaays, we went to the mall afterword to 1, let me get Nikki her pressies, 2, let my brother spend some of his birthday money, and 3, walk off the massive amounts of food we'd eaten.
I got Nikki her stuffie which is snuggly and I'm fighting the urge to snuggle, and a necklace. (honey, you get no specifics about either item) And I got myself some eyeshadow and earrings.
I'm really proud that I managed not to have an anxiety attack the entire day. I was seriously expecting one but I was panic free and it was good. However, I'm expexting a tough time Friday when I go with Sydney and a couple people to see the Vagina Monologues then go clubbing. I've never been clubbing, i hope it's fun and I can find something to wear.
So, I think I've rambled enough!
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Okay, moment passed, more to say!
Today was my brother's seventeenth birthday. Bastard's growing up on me. I stayed up till like six am this morning then was rudely awakened by my mother at like 11, telling me I had to get up and get ready so we could go out to eat. To say I was not a happy camper at being woken up is a severe understatement. So several hours later and a long ass shower which I used all the hot water up in (haha mom, haha) later we managed to get to this Italian restaurant for Tyler's birthday dinner. Tyler is this giant aspiring chef/video game geek(weird combo, I know) so we got the kitchen table where we could watch them cook and I got myself coffee and managed to wake up out of my dazedness so that I could actually be more than a lump in my seat.
Dinner was amazing. Like completely omg I loved it amazing. After when I was sitting there in pretty much silence thinking about how much I ate and how I didn't like the feeling of being so full was not so nice. But I managed to get through with snapping my rubber band and distracting myself.
Anywaaaays, we went to the mall afterword to 1, let me get Nikki her pressies, 2, let my brother spend some of his birthday money, and 3, walk off the massive amounts of food we'd eaten.
I got Nikki her stuffie which is snuggly and I'm fighting the urge to snuggle, and a necklace. (honey, you get no specifics about either item) And I got myself some eyeshadow and earrings.
I'm really proud that I managed not to have an anxiety attack the entire day. I was seriously expecting one but I was panic free and it was good. However, I'm expexting a tough time Friday when I go with Sydney and a couple people to see the Vagina Monologues then go clubbing. I've never been clubbing, i hope it's fun and I can find something to wear.
So, I think I've rambled enough!