who cares?
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i'm getting to the point in my life where i just don't fucking care about anything anymore. sometimes i think i might just be being unreasonable, but i know i'm not. how come everyone takes expressing your feelings in a verbal way as DRAMA. maybe somethings just NEED to be said.
i realized how caring about one thing so so so much can really hurt you in the end. so i decided to not allow myself to intensely care about souly one thing. it doesnt make sense to me anymore. it doesn't make sense to put everything that i am into something or someone who wont return the gesture.
don't get me wrong, i'm a lot happier than i once was. i just think that i understand life a little better than before. i think it was the weed. or the trip.
basically. nothing matters anymore.
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p.s. blablablablablablai'msoocoolbecauseeveryonewantstobefriendswithmeblablabla