WEST SIDE!
i find it hard to want to be around you the same way after you so publically accused me of something i didn't even do. that just shows that there is no real trust in the friendship.... which dissapoints me because it makes me feel like we can't be the same friends that we were before. And it isn't my fault. that is just how i feel. i'm sorry i didn't say goodbye to you last night. i wanted to.... but i'm still really hurt about a lot of things.
other than that...last night was pretty bad. i want to know what you wanted to talk to me about. i will probably never know now.then YOU told me you loved me... and then YOUUU told me YOU loved me... i can't deal with this. i feel as if no one really means what they say anymore. how stupid. how meaningless.
i feel incomplete. and it had nothing to do with not havinga job. i mean EMOTIONALLY incomplete. i know what i need...and i don't think you have it.