Comments | maliceandroid: BETTER OFF DEAD...

maliceandroid

BETTER OFF DEAD...

Aug 11, 2004 23:30

I think I might be better off dead... the only man that ever loved me, not because he had to but because he wanted to, now refuses to talk to me. It’s all my fault I know. I try to do things right, I try to be a good person (sometimes) and I end up disappointing everyone. He came over Monday to take my phone and give me my bike, that didn’t go well ( Read more... )

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warlockuk August 12 2004, 00:25:35 UTC

*hug*

maliceandroid August 12 2004, 01:45:04 UTC

thank you... ^_^ i believe i needed that, heh.

interesting phocutus August 12 2004, 06:53:57 UTC

Sometimes a new viewpoint from anothers eyes, makes you realize how much life is lived in the misery and also keeps you content.

At the same time, it doesn't do much on the emotional side.

Either way, things will come your way as all it just takes time. Hell could be the last breath of your life :) (Hopefully not that long of a wait though hehe..)

-Puddle

Re: interesting maliceandroid August 12 2004, 06:55:57 UTC

ah... so, in my sleepiness, i see you wish me an early death then straight to hell? man i need sleep...

Re: interesting phocutus August 12 2004, 06:58:02 UTC

No, that things eventually get better, all things have a balance even if it's hard to see. Sometimes it happens in a few minutes, sometimes it takes years, some a whole lifetime.

It eventually comes back full turn though.

Not a 'wishing you death' note. Wasn't my intentions.

-Puddle
www.icephyre.net

Re: interesting maliceandroid August 12 2004, 07:00:05 UTC

haha i see

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normajeanbkr August 12 2004, 13:35:21 UTC

i hope things get better for you.
you seem really unique.. and that's cool

ps; you should join my new community
le__glam

maliceandroid August 12 2004, 15:43:45 UTC

thanks... i'll look into the comunity a lil later, i have alot to do within the next week.

Don't be sad tearlach2 August 20 2004, 02:06:43 UTC

Life throws you curveballs, these guys who you think "loved" you, you will meet someone else I'm sure who will make you realize how little these people meant. Just how it is, sucks in the interim though.

Re: Don't be sad maliceandroid August 20 2004, 02:08:24 UTC

well i am pretty damn sure he loved me... we were together for 7 years... but yea, we are talking again. he told me he missed me and loved me and bla bla bla so we are talkin but we are only friends if that.... woo, anyway, blarg!

Oh and sorry for the ultra sporatic posts. tearlach2 August 20 2004, 02:11:02 UTC

I remember bout this livejournal think only like maybe once a week

Re: Oh and sorry for the ultra sporatic posts. maliceandroid August 20 2004, 02:14:03 UTC

ah ha