Jun 17, 2005 19:31
I'm so sick of this house, and this family! I feel like a glorified parent without any of the perks (ie. my brothers hate me, my parents expect me to help with their responsibilities, and I'm abused as a chauffeur). There is no communication within this house. Everyone blows up at each other, or says snide comments to each other, or anything else mean and nasty you can think of. I miss the days that we were a loving, uplifting family. I miss the days that I could hang out with my brothers without feeling like they were judging me. I miss the days when my friends were here at home with me, and then I could run to their houses when I needed to escape my own. Now I have to run off to Buffalo and Geneseo and Ithaca. With gas prices as they are, it's not always feasible.
It breaks my heart that I'll be leaving for the summer in a week and no one seems to care. Especially my brothers.
Just one more week.