Closure doesn't exsist and time can't heal all wounds, b/c somethings don't go away

Apr 22, 2005 18:03

I had a long conversation, with some very dear friends, about how much everyone has changed since middle school and even since last year. I know that I have changed, every single one of us has. I have changed in so many ways that I don't even realize it most of the time. What I also realized is that I'm not the only one who has changed. Everyone I know has changed, all of us for good and bad. No longer are we the innocent, geeky people that we once were. Now we are grown ups, or pretend to be. Senior year inspires people to change and grow and develope in whatever way fits them. I never thought that I would be like I am now, if you'd asked me in 8th grade what I would be like senior year I would've told you something odd and nothing at all like who I am now. But I guess that is the fun in life, never knowing what will happen and how we will develope and change. Sometimes I hate the thought of change and things getting shaken up, but then sometimes I live for the changes. My point in all of this is that I can't go back and undo the person that I have become, and I don't know that I would even if I was given the chance. I don't believe in regrets and wishing to change the past. It's a waste of time, so why not learn from the mistakes and make the future better. Graduation is in a month and there is little we can do to change the past so why not work to make an awesome future? I hope that every single person succeeds at what they want to do, and I hope that the changes we have gone through help us reach those goals. Maybe they will, maybe they won't, but only time will tell.
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