APATHY- or me, as it were
ap·a·thy P Pronunciation Key (p-th)
n.
Lack of interest or concern, especially regarding matters of general importance or appeal; indifference.
Lack of emotion or feeling; impassiveness.
So many of the things that are happening in my life right now should inspire me or make me care about sttuff. Instead, I am so sick of all the BULLSHIT, from family, certain people, school and everything else, that I am beyond apathetic about almost everythng. I'm tired of trying and nothing changing so SCREW IT. This isn't directed at most of my friends, though some people should evaluate their definition of friendship. I know that I'm not alwasy the world's greatest friend but at least I try. As for everything else, I am so totally checked out of high school and everything involved in it that it doesn't matter anymore. I am sorry if this offends some people, but it's how I feel and pretty much nothing is going to change that. At a time when everything should be great and working, everything is fallin apart and instead of letting myself get hurt, I have learned to stop caring. If I don't get emotionally invested in all the crap then I won't get hurt and I don't feel like being hurt this close to graduation. So there you have it, all the reasons for my actions and the things I say and do. If that means losing friends, or not doing things that I used to do, then so be it. I'm not gonna waste my last months of high school on ish that doesn't matter. I refuse to let stress and crap control me so that's it. Ash- I can't thank you enough for being there and listening, you freakin are the best friend ever! Kati- you are flippin awesome and I love you! I love all the rest of my friends too, you guys are wonderful. Tina, Rach, Chels, Leilani, Amanda, Amber, Vanessa etc...ya'll are amazing!
n.
Lack of interest or concern, especially regarding matters of general importance or appeal; indifference.
Lack of emotion or feeling; impassiveness.
So many of the things that are happening in my life right now should inspire me or make me care about sttuff. Instead, I am so sick of all the BULLSHIT, from family, certain people, school and everything else, that I am beyond apathetic about almost everythng. I'm tired of trying and nothing changing so SCREW IT. This isn't directed at most of my friends, though some people should evaluate their definition of friendship. I know that I'm not alwasy the world's greatest friend but at least I try. As for everything else, I am so totally checked out of high school and everything involved in it that it doesn't matter anymore. I am sorry if this offends some people, but it's how I feel and pretty much nothing is going to change that. At a time when everything should be great and working, everything is fallin apart and instead of letting myself get hurt, I have learned to stop caring. If I don't get emotionally invested in all the crap then I won't get hurt and I don't feel like being hurt this close to graduation. So there you have it, all the reasons for my actions and the things I say and do. If that means losing friends, or not doing things that I used to do, then so be it. I'm not gonna waste my last months of high school on ish that doesn't matter. I refuse to let stress and crap control me so that's it. Ash- I can't thank you enough for being there and listening, you freakin are the best friend ever! Kati- you are flippin awesome and I love you! I love all the rest of my friends too, you guys are wonderful. Tina, Rach, Chels, Leilani, Amanda, Amber, Vanessa etc...ya'll are amazing!