Were am I
I am sitting here in St.Louis at my aunt house. The drive was ok but like any long drive they all suck. So what I have come to understand. (when you are in the car that long you have nothing eals to do but to think) High school is a time to have fun. A time to find out just who you are. but what i have come the realize is that i still dont know who I am. I dont know what is going to happen to me and I dont know much of anything eals. what i have to take into heart is i am me and only me. I need to stop looking at everyone eals life and say why have i not done that yet. like falling in love i wanted it so bad that i pushed for it. but what happend was it was not supost to be there. It was far from who or what i wanted. and because i looked at all my friends and saw how happy they were because they are all in love it came clear to me. I dont need someone to make me happy. I dont want to have my every mood depend on that one person. I am happy with my self and with who I am. i am going to live my life one day at a time and go from there. So what if i dont know were i am going to college and no i dont have a soccer scholarship . But for me i am happy with just who i am. thow i may not know what that is yet. I am happy on my own.