Mar 24, 2006 18:20
For over a week now I have been sick. It started out with larnygitis. For the past couple of days I have had the stomach flu. And last night I was coughing so bad all night that I woke up Ron and Mom would hear me. Mind you I live next door to Mom and it was a shock to know that she could hear me.
I really wish Tracey would realize that I am not mad at her for going back to Gabriel. I mean if Gabriel has stopped the coke and has started treating Tracey better then I am happy for her. I wish she would talk to me about what was / is going on. I am just worried for her.
Things between Ron and I are going ok, I guess. I say that because I wish things were better. Lately Ron has been working so hard that I only talk to him for about 6 minutes all day until he gets home. I used to talk to him while he would take lunch, but now he doesn't take lunch. And by the time Ron gets home it is late and he is up for maybe 3 hours before he goes to sleep. Ron has an important job to do and makes good money which is a good thing. But I just don't get to see him much lately. Ron has been talking about once he is done with this building he wants to move. There is no problem there but what am I going to do while he is at work. I wouldn't know anyone and what not.
I just wish things were like they were in the beginning. He would be home by 7 pm, we would go out to eat, rent movies and on Saturday he would only work half the day not the whole day.
Ok well I am not feeling well again I am going for now. Everyone take care.
Staying Crunked
MalFutureMD
~Mal~