Had enough!
Either I'm having an overwhelmingly hormonal day or the stars have conspired to ruin this pretty sunshine-filled afternoon for me. Or karma is calling. Nothing is going the way it is supposed to today and I am on the verge of crying, except that I am at work and that would be highly unprofessional and very girly.
My relevantly new car broke down from something mysterious at lunch about 2 blocks away from the office in the middle of the road - it just lost power and didn't want to start again. And the repair shop is sending a truck to get it tomorrow morning! WTH?
A really close friend of mine left me an angry voice mail for not calling her for a while and now refuses to talk to me. I have no excuse why I haven’t called her, except that I have been in a weird mood and uncommunicative, but that’s hard to explain, without getting into reasons why and this particular friend doesn’t need anyone’s manufactured drama, she’s got too much of her own right now .
My boss wants me to make a summarized report about what everybody has been doing in my department for the first 3 months of this year, like that's info that all my colleagues will love to update me on! Also, I feel like since I got promoted recently most people are waiting for me to fall flat on my face (literarily and figuratively - I have been especially clumsy lately), although my collogues are genuinely nice people, who seem to like me, so it might be me being paranoid. I have developed this habit of stopping myself every now and then this past 3 months and just thinking of how lucky I am to be alive, healthy, loved and generally well off, compared to so many other people and that I shouldn't depress myself with complains. Unfortunately this does not work today very well. Damn. I think it might be time for some ice-cream and online shopping. There are tons of new body lotions that have the possibility to turn my day around!
In other news - while I was watching TAR last night, one question burned on my mind - how is it possible that Shmirna has not been spitted on by anyone yet? They made me root for the beauty queens - that's their biggest accomplishment!
My relevantly new car broke down from something mysterious at lunch about 2 blocks away from the office in the middle of the road - it just lost power and didn't want to start again. And the repair shop is sending a truck to get it tomorrow morning! WTH?
A really close friend of mine left me an angry voice mail for not calling her for a while and now refuses to talk to me. I have no excuse why I haven’t called her, except that I have been in a weird mood and uncommunicative, but that’s hard to explain, without getting into reasons why and this particular friend doesn’t need anyone’s manufactured drama, she’s got too much of her own right now .
My boss wants me to make a summarized report about what everybody has been doing in my department for the first 3 months of this year, like that's info that all my colleagues will love to update me on! Also, I feel like since I got promoted recently most people are waiting for me to fall flat on my face (literarily and figuratively - I have been especially clumsy lately), although my collogues are genuinely nice people, who seem to like me, so it might be me being paranoid. I have developed this habit of stopping myself every now and then this past 3 months and just thinking of how lucky I am to be alive, healthy, loved and generally well off, compared to so many other people and that I shouldn't depress myself with complains. Unfortunately this does not work today very well. Damn. I think it might be time for some ice-cream and online shopping. There are tons of new body lotions that have the possibility to turn my day around!
In other news - while I was watching TAR last night, one question burned on my mind - how is it possible that Shmirna has not been spitted on by anyone yet? They made me root for the beauty queens - that's their biggest accomplishment!