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Lost in a world all brand new to me to discover wonders I never knew existed. I feel like I woke one day and found that I had been moved to a new jungle. The environment has changed. The air that I breath is different. Oh the people all around me are the same but something is different and I can't explain how or why. My heart races when I think of her and I can't wipe the smile off my face when I hear her voice. She is simply a mouse, warm and sweet but she is my mouse. She intends on coming to stay. To be at my side for as long as we are willing and wanting. Till the end of our days if that's how it turns out. I find I am anxious and nervous all at the same time. Mostly nervous though. I worry about how things will turn out. I worry that things will turn out bad, I worry that things will turn out good. Ironic I know that I would worry that it will be great but I do. My heart leans more towards this mouse than it did before but there is still that feeling of betrayal. Still that desire that things will change. Then I hear my mouse and I forget all of that. Those feelings forgotten and I want. I want her here with me instead of so damn far away. I feel like the arrival date is forever away. I find myself lost in the moment. Like I can't breath. Pixie was right, this mouse fascinates me. The worst part is.... the mouse knows this.
~Maleficent
~Maleficent