"think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned..."
yeah. i'm an update whore.
i cant stop dwelling on all this. it boils down to the fact that i dont know if he loves me anymore. i know he "likes me" and his "feelings for me havent changed" but that isnt the same as "I'm still in love with you..."
this is such a point-blank sucky situation. and i cant resolve it w/ him for a couple weeks cuz its one-acts and finals and shit.
and i could've gone home after all...Chappelle went back for the long weekend. godamn it all...
"imagine me, trying too ard to put you from my mind..."
i cant stop dwelling on all this. it boils down to the fact that i dont know if he loves me anymore. i know he "likes me" and his "feelings for me havent changed" but that isnt the same as "I'm still in love with you..."
this is such a point-blank sucky situation. and i cant resolve it w/ him for a couple weeks cuz its one-acts and finals and shit.
and i could've gone home after all...Chappelle went back for the long weekend. godamn it all...
"imagine me, trying too ard to put you from my mind..."