Almost there
I'm nearing the end of this pregnancy, so big, I'm in the "can it just be over now?" stage. physically and emotionally this has been more taxing than I could have imagined. My friends are bubbling over with joy and anticipation, it's whats helping me get thru this awful stretch. I feel like a total wreck. I feel guilty how this journey effects my kids, my family - and at the same time I feel proud that I'm doing this for my friends. Life is so weird.