my day
i really shouldn't focus on the negative as much...i'm duly aware that most of my issues stem from two problems - my tendency to 'care too much' (as several notable people have pointed out over the years, and well, whatever personality disorder i do have...whatever lol
but i'm going to be happy, with or without certain people...i mean, that's all i want, is to be happy and i think that's really want anyone wants...and i've always realied heavily on the small things to make me happy...i don't need material extravagance, although that would be readily available to me at this moment if i chose to do so...but you know what makes me happy? toast with apple butter on it...playing with puppies...reading a book...walking at clayburn park barefoot, even though you aren't supposed to and i don't see the difference between me wearing flip flops or me talking them off...there's very little separating me from things in flip flops lol
right now i'm happy because i just got back from my lunch at promiles and i went to my parent's, talked to my mom, ate some weird pastries from the mexican farmer's market in houston and my pee wee's playhouse shirt came in, along with my 00g ear plugs which i don't think are actually 00 but 7/16, but whatever...i'm wearing my pee wee's playhouse shirt, listening to kent brockman, mulling over the aftertaste of cigarettes and mexican pastries and sitting at work, about to attempt to do work
and you know what? i'm happy in spite of everything and everyone
and contrary to how my text sounds online, i am neither being sarcastic nor spiteful when i say i hope everything works out for everyone hehe
but i'm going to be happy, with or without certain people...i mean, that's all i want, is to be happy and i think that's really want anyone wants...and i've always realied heavily on the small things to make me happy...i don't need material extravagance, although that would be readily available to me at this moment if i chose to do so...but you know what makes me happy? toast with apple butter on it...playing with puppies...reading a book...walking at clayburn park barefoot, even though you aren't supposed to and i don't see the difference between me wearing flip flops or me talking them off...there's very little separating me from things in flip flops lol
right now i'm happy because i just got back from my lunch at promiles and i went to my parent's, talked to my mom, ate some weird pastries from the mexican farmer's market in houston and my pee wee's playhouse shirt came in, along with my 00g ear plugs which i don't think are actually 00 but 7/16, but whatever...i'm wearing my pee wee's playhouse shirt, listening to kent brockman, mulling over the aftertaste of cigarettes and mexican pastries and sitting at work, about to attempt to do work
and you know what? i'm happy in spite of everything and everyone
and contrary to how my text sounds online, i am neither being sarcastic nor spiteful when i say i hope everything works out for everyone hehe