Aug 28, 2008 23:37
Dear World
Thank you Alana Forslund. Thus begins our revival of Live Journal. Thank you Erik Reinelt. Thus begins the preliminary groundwork for a Colony.
So, do these ramblings even mean anything? Well, it seems so. It seems like everyone is hanging on my every word. I don't want to be "special", or admired for it.
Sometimes I receive transmissions from what I can only assume to be parallel selves. They tell me things, or sometimes I just "tune in" to what they're saying. Because there are so many many MANY of us (literally, an infinite amount) I am privy to all sorts of information. We are like mirrors, reflecting one another into existances. Our 6th dimensional self is an all-encompassing version of self, containing the identities of us all.
My emotional output, intentions, and desires ripple outward INTO OTHER REALITIES. Manifestation of my projections mainly occurs in parallel realities, affecting other selves. Places we DON'T exist.
This is why it's not only important, but KEY, to love one self. Be connected with yourself, listen to your Self and understand your Self.
I just don't wanna be seen as some kind of like... Well, it's just that I don't often see people talk about it. I feel like I understand this so well, and I really want someone to connected with about it. I miss you Heather...
Wha wha wha, complain, bitch, rant rant rant, the end.
I'm so sick of this!
In other news, nothing EVER stops. EVER. So get used to it, SOLDIER.
I am doing quite well in my "real" life, but I find it hard to battle this escapism. I am deeply ingrained in a reality that is totally lost, oblivious, blind, or unaware. I wish to share ideas and alter consciousness, and open minds. I have a strong desire for the entire planet to be working cohesively in harmony. I don't want to start wearing a suit and being totally pro, but it's happening.
I think, it's time to leave Park Life behind me. I am in need of dedicated entities who wish to raise consciousness on Earth and create peace and harmony among their Selves and cohorts, in all forms of expression.
So, here's the deal. We need you, Earthlings, to stand forward and ACTIVATE. I am so fucking sick of feeling like I am the only one on this path. I'm sick of sitting around every day, doing little to nothing because I feel eternally alone in this. I need you, peoples, to start truly coming together.
I am in need of people who strongly want stability, freedom, and SELF ACTUALIZATION. Mutual support and compassion. I am in need of people to connect with on an intellectual level. I find it so difficult to connect with people about the things I really need to.
I can't believe it really, this is something I fight all the time. Mostly I probably just suppress it, ignore it, and try to go on being a drone. I can't.
It always busts out, and I end up running away, or creating chaos. This time I must transition into harmony with this chaos.
I am in need of those who wish to connect with Prime Source energy and realize our coding. People who know about 12 Stranded DNA, people who are in communication with their Multi-Dimensional selves.
People who understand it, who can help me shed light on it. I'm sick of not knowing, or pretending it's something I don't understand.
But, on that same note, I am also tired of being the only one talking about it, bringing it up, or confident enough to express their opinions and beliefs on it. I am not a child anymore, and I understand things in a very connected way.
It's just too much sometimes.
Well, that was all written in an intoxicated altered agitated state. I'm a lot clearer now. Nobody bother reading any of that, I'll do a REAL post tomorrow.
<3
Love you world!