Hell
I hate my life. I don't understand why I need to live this way. I wish I were dead. I can't handle this life. I don't have any friends. I work my ass off so fkn much 55hrs a week and I can't afford fucking anything. I had to dig up change for gas and I'm on e again and I won't make it til Friday. My ex cheated on me and used me and left. I lost my home, I lost everything I've ever had. I don't have a car. My computer is a peice of cheap shit that can't do what I need it to and I don't have the fkn internet. I'm stuck living with my mom and I freeze my ass off every single night. I love her but I hate being here. I miss having a real job with money. I hate my life. I wish god would just kill me. He already killed my soul. I hurt so much. I want to die. I work to hard to live this way. Life isn't worth this way of living. :(