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Seeing something is much differant than feeling it.
You can be looking into a house from the outside your whole life. Seeing happiness, oneness, love, and comfort. The only feeling you will get from that is jealousy and sadness if your life does not compare.
For the first time in my entire life I feel in control And I feel unconditional love.
Now how do I get over the anger for not being given this? Is it selfish to say why me poor me? It's all your fault for my problems. But these statements are not rational. I may feel like this often. I must maintain the attitude of well there was once a problem and now I can address it and here is a solution.
The pain I have inflicted upon myself has been overwhelming. I have learned great respect and great enlightenment from such sadness and grief.
How does someone maintain this heartfelt approach to living in every moment? I realize life is a roller coaster. I will have ups and downs. Ultimately you always have a choice to how you react. I am always in control.
You can be looking into a house from the outside your whole life. Seeing happiness, oneness, love, and comfort. The only feeling you will get from that is jealousy and sadness if your life does not compare.
For the first time in my entire life I feel in control And I feel unconditional love.
Now how do I get over the anger for not being given this? Is it selfish to say why me poor me? It's all your fault for my problems. But these statements are not rational. I may feel like this often. I must maintain the attitude of well there was once a problem and now I can address it and here is a solution.
The pain I have inflicted upon myself has been overwhelming. I have learned great respect and great enlightenment from such sadness and grief.
How does someone maintain this heartfelt approach to living in every moment? I realize life is a roller coaster. I will have ups and downs. Ultimately you always have a choice to how you react. I am always in control.