bored.
ok, well... its been hella days since ive updated... so... its gonna be a long one, ok??
ok.. well, everyones telling me ianns been talking shit on me. go figure. how nice of him, right? yeah. w/e. then he tells me im talking shit on him all the time. riiight.
ya know... practically the whole time we were going out i was ALWAYS afraid i wasnt being a good gf and that i was fucking up our relationship. i guess he just has a way with making ppl feel like that? idk. im just glad i dont have to deal with all the stress and whatnot now. it was like having to take care of a child. i mean, he would actually fish for compliments. he admitted it. i think thats the thing that really wore me out. i couldnt handle it.
although, i still always think its my fault we didnt work out.
anywho, i talked to tom a lot today, and he gave me ahug after he saw my eyes all watering up and junk cuz i was a lil upset about something. hes so awesome. i mean, what guy gives out free hugs without expecting anything in return, right? yeah, done. =)
anywho, i loff jj. i loff him a lot. i feel bad cuz hes dealing with some hard ass shit right now and i dont know how to help him, ya know? i <3 him so much, and i REALLY dot like to see him upset. =/
awe, jorgey or however you spell it, looked SO cute today haha, his hair was all like... cool looking and stuff! lmao ok, done.
*sigh* im really tired but i know that if i go to sleep now ill wake up at like, midnight and wont be able to go back to sleep.
meh... i think ill take my chances.
night.
<3
ok.. well, everyones telling me ianns been talking shit on me. go figure. how nice of him, right? yeah. w/e. then he tells me im talking shit on him all the time. riiight.
ya know... practically the whole time we were going out i was ALWAYS afraid i wasnt being a good gf and that i was fucking up our relationship. i guess he just has a way with making ppl feel like that? idk. im just glad i dont have to deal with all the stress and whatnot now. it was like having to take care of a child. i mean, he would actually fish for compliments. he admitted it. i think thats the thing that really wore me out. i couldnt handle it.
although, i still always think its my fault we didnt work out.
anywho, i talked to tom a lot today, and he gave me ahug after he saw my eyes all watering up and junk cuz i was a lil upset about something. hes so awesome. i mean, what guy gives out free hugs without expecting anything in return, right? yeah, done. =)
anywho, i loff jj. i loff him a lot. i feel bad cuz hes dealing with some hard ass shit right now and i dont know how to help him, ya know? i <3 him so much, and i REALLY dot like to see him upset. =/
awe, jorgey or however you spell it, looked SO cute today haha, his hair was all like... cool looking and stuff! lmao ok, done.
*sigh* im really tired but i know that if i go to sleep now ill wake up at like, midnight and wont be able to go back to sleep.
meh... i think ill take my chances.
night.
<3