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Nov 24, 2004 00:10

things that warm my heart<3 the guy at starbucks that wished me a good night and smiled  when i tripped over the trashcan(nice. had a essence all his own.) all those that gave blood today or worked with the blood drive with me( especially, m a t t b. the nicest guy everr and brave. he's the one who just fainted and hes giving me the huggggs. and i enjoyed talking with the other matt. jakes friend. from the show. nice boy. and i like how he likes the midwest too. fireworks in the summer.) the fire in my living that i woke up to and ate breakfast next to. warm. cozy. the little oriental boy that ran up to my and kelly's table and the mall. his smile was real. because baby's smiles are truly real. nothing taints them. real smiles are the most beautiful. i love those. the ones you cant help but they just come out. s m i l e s. gina for singing LOUD with me to the amazing ben kweller and for taking me home. and just for being the amazinglovelyyou. i just adorrrre you. the cold. the way i can see my breath in front of my face. driving with you around my block tonight. over and over. singing the beatles, the vines, ben kweller. with the windows down. wind. cold air. that froze my hands like i had been out in the snow. laughter. losing control. amazinglyfunnn. pumpkin spice lattes.  sharing. random smiles from strangers. this lady at borders got so excittted because the guy who worked there found this cd she wanted. she just reached out and huggged him. made me smile because she just could openly love like that with no inhibitions that she couldnt huggg him she jsut did it. and i love that about people. opennesss. the boy in a white tux jacket with chains that was bobing his head to the loud music. we couldnt help but smile. and ilovehow we both noticed that. i love people that can just openly do whatever the want with out noticing others. little kids are like this. dance like no one is watching. mr. jake benz does this. i try to do this. not care. amazes me. and gives me butterflies. the blackandwhite photographs hanging on the wall of a littlegurrl jumping in puddles. the strength of the homeless man that i saw walking with his blankets on the way to school ( it also hurrrrrts my heart so much. more than it warms it. but hes amazing. his strength. ive seeen him once before and you know what? ive just decided im going to buy him a new blanket just incase i will see him again and then i can pull over and give him money and a new warmmm blanket. but now that i think of that it wont help him that much. ohhh that makes me just want to cry thinking of everything i have and so little some have. im lucky to have friends and family and warmth and loveeeee.) the starrrr in the sky tonight. coming home and seeing that my parents put some of our christmas lights up. caila saying she'll get me a postcard from connecticut and italy. tim helping me sneek out of the theater safely. iloveyou. meeting amy today on my way to lunch. nice unique gurrrrl. the lovely red cross worker that complimented me on the earnings mylittlesister, lindsay got me and talked to us for a while. addy's visit in homeroom. the foreign man at borders who was using the headphones and i was just standing next to him and he asked me if i wanted the headphones. and i didnt even motion that i wanted them. how considerate was that. sometimes people's kindness just overwhelms me. mario's smile and kind words in person and in live journal. the pumpkin pie that delighted me when i got home. the line in the song im listening to "ill kiss you for every leaf of every tree." biggg hearts. catching the sophmore hall when noone is in it but you. you can see the reflections of the lights in the tiles. it tempts me to just runnn. maybe someday i will. making people laugh. taking random picture. the lights that are up all year round at park place. all of your kind hearts make my heart warm<33333333333
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