life for me right now is going on a straight line. everythings going the way they should be, and the way i want. im jsut in a constant state of "good. that worked out, im happy, yay!" and knock on wood, i think itll stay like this for a while.

Brendan isn't perfect, in fact sometimes I don't get him at all. He's a weirdo. But I adore him all the ( Read more... )

 After spending 3 days straight together, not seeing him for like 3 weeks is going to be rough.

Boo distance.

so far so good.
applied to Westfield State.
Got accepted into Westfield State.
One for one. 
:-D

im so excited for christmas....

3 weeks exactly. well less cause its almost the 5th. :-D ahhhhhhhh

things are going better than i couldve imagined for my senior year.

all i need is balls to ask the boy to be officially mine.

but its hard when you dont get to see him a lot, cause youd rather talk about it in person, but having to wait makes it build up.
and talking to him everyday makes it harder and harder to keep it in cause you want to just say ( Read more... )

i cant wait to leave.
to leave my house(s)
the stress..
and the way my parents feel so bad about everything.
its too much.
i cant wait to leave.

Me: but i know i may not care about everything you talk about but i care enough to listen to you and try and understand what your talking about because i care about you
Him: thanks, i know it
Him: i do appreciate that i can talk to you about everything
Me: good
Me:  cause i try and be here for you
Him: its always nice to have someone you can always talk ( Read more... )

"Man comes close to God through the questions he asks Him, he liked to say. Therein lies true dialoge. Man asks and God relplies. But we don't understand His replies. We cannot understand them. Because they dwell in the depths of our sould and remain there until we die, The real answers, Eliezer, you will find only within yourself ( Read more... )

Applications, decisions,financial aid, recomendations ... form after form.

Good luck to everyone, this is the year we get ourselves together to finally go off on our own.

i honestly adore all of them. they have made my summer so memorable. the late nights, beach trips, movies, swimming, pool, pong, become "titties" with kirsten.... i really hope that once summer ends itll be just as easy to hang out with all of them... cause ill miss it. Joe,Brian,Ivan,John,Joe T,Tyler, Dave,Tim, Mike,  and all the others who pop up ( Read more... )