"... I wann know your plans... and how involved in them I am..."

Oct 27, 2004 22:57

I need more good days. And less "ok" days.

I'm playing at [Cru] again tom. We're playing "Memory" by Sugarcult and "Existentialism on Prom Night" by Straylight Run. Which means I get to play the cool solo in "Memory." Sweetness.

And according to the girls on my floor... I'm hot. But in a cute way. How that works I do not know. But I don't think anyone outside of them think that, so whatever. Random. Yes?

I watched the eclipse tonight. And really got the urge to sing this Jimmy Eat World song that I really like("Polaris"). Why? I do not know. It goes like this though:
Then they tell me...
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest times It's just enough to know it's there

I really just wanted to start screaming those lines... with like.. all the 40 people outside. Would I have cared? No. Why? Because I wouldn't have. So why didn't I do it? Just.. didn't feel like screaming. Excuse? Yes? Too many questions? Yes.

Ha.

I'm excited about playing tomorrow. I love it. And I'm gonna have fun with the Sugarcult song. I'll post pictures when they get posted on [Cru]'s Website. Which should be this weekend.

Oh and the Red Sox are about to win their first World Series since 1918. FUCK. YES. So fuck you New York.

I'm feeling better. But... I still wish I could just ignore her existance. Then I could stop hurting. And stop wondering who she likes. What she's doing. Or what's on her mind.

"lajfkldjopgjokaenotg alnvehalgnelhgjilanvlen oath gjewaijgenlgn ajljtg" <-- How I feel right now.

I'm gonna demo some songs before the weekend. So I'll post those as well.

<--- FINITO
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