May 02, 2005 10:08
There are definitely some ups and downs right now. But that’s okay. I can live with life being a hill for me. Just because everything will get better, and I know it. And I’m actually happy somewhat? I mean, my dad and I aren’t good yet. But Trevor and I are good now. And our relationship is getting better and better. I’m so excided. Because finally Trev and I are getting along and everything is working out. Olivia and Brandon are together now. And I’m soooooooooooooo totoally happy for her. Brandon is a cool kid.. and he better treat her right or imma kick his ass!!! Lol.. Liv, I love you babe!!<33 My dad and I aren’t really any better but hopefully it will happen someday. My life is turning around and I’m really happy. Even though my dad is still a problem, I’m not going to let it faze me anymore. I did a lot of thinking and a lot of self discovering this weekend. And I realized I can’t live like this. I just have to let things go and let it work out on its own. So I’m done. Thanks to everyone who has given me support.. and I love you all to death. Thank you for showing me that I need to just let this go. It hurts yes, but I know I can be strong and get through it. With a little help.