And The World Fails Me... Once Again... But I Still Know... Happiness Will Find A Way...
I was sick yesterday.. still not feeling well today.
I'm extreamly aggitated.
And i definitely have a grandview game tonight.. sometime around 7 or 7:30. Blah!!!
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So here's the truth... I can't stand the way you ALWAYS screw me over. You're never there, you don't show up for anything of mine... well.... fuck you too!!!!
-As I Walk Away Slowly, I Look Back Hoping You Are Looking At Me, Wanting To Find A Way To Be The Father I Know You Can Be, But You're Not, You're Looking At The Dumb Bitch That Has Taken You Away From Me- (((honestly, i thought she could've been good for you.. but no, she actually fucked this whole reprocessing of our father/daughter relationship.)))
I remember when i was a little girl, you were never around. And i remember when you would stumble in drunk at 3 in the morning. I remember how you would always make me fight with you. And how you would come in my room late at night and just stare at me, while mumbling to yourself all the terrible things that you thought of me. You think i was asleep, no, i heard every word. After you would leave i'd quietly cry myself to sleep. I grew up being such a screw up too you. Never doing anything right. I Love You.. And You Still Want To Leave.. I'm sorry for being put on this earth, 'cause i know, i can't satisify you...
***I Don't Care At All What You People Think Of This Entry.. It's My Feelings, My Current Life, And My Memories..***