Dilemna
I have absolutely no idea what I should do right now.
My job at the unemployment office is becoming increasingly unbearable. I always have fifty different things I have to be keeping track of, I constantly get yelled at by angry claimants, and I find myself with absolutely no motivation. The whole office is constantly filled with a sense of misery. The people we help are never really helped. Even if they get exactly what they need out of us they're still unemployed and in this economy will probably stay that way for a long time. So there's no real sense of joy when you help someone. I'm only ever just helping them be a little less miserable. Which does not feel rewarding.
I've taken on a one day a week internship at Boston Casting. Maybe if I work hard enough they'll give me a job. They work with a lot of production companies, so I'm thinking after I've been there for a little and proven my worth, I'll ask if they can get me some production assistant work. Maybe it'll lead to something.
I've just got to get out of here. It's not a good place for me.
My job at the unemployment office is becoming increasingly unbearable. I always have fifty different things I have to be keeping track of, I constantly get yelled at by angry claimants, and I find myself with absolutely no motivation. The whole office is constantly filled with a sense of misery. The people we help are never really helped. Even if they get exactly what they need out of us they're still unemployed and in this economy will probably stay that way for a long time. So there's no real sense of joy when you help someone. I'm only ever just helping them be a little less miserable. Which does not feel rewarding.
I've taken on a one day a week internship at Boston Casting. Maybe if I work hard enough they'll give me a job. They work with a lot of production companies, so I'm thinking after I've been there for a little and proven my worth, I'll ask if they can get me some production assistant work. Maybe it'll lead to something.
I've just got to get out of here. It's not a good place for me.