frustration

[majesticwings]

joy is right. i probably will go through my senior year without any friends. cant be upset i brought it on myself and i'm sure no one will dissagree. to joy i was out of line and deserve whatever i get seek revenge how you see fit. i wouldn't blame you a bit. i really should learn not to react to things while trying to deal with a year's worth of

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frustration...

[ironicallyjoy]

i possibly was out of line a bit wit my first comment on sabs lj but i was tryin to make my best friend feel better. im not gonna argue wit u over ne of the points uve now made. i dont appreciate ppl tellin me to fuck off and sayin i dont have guts cuz im one of the few around here who will tell u staright up how it is and how its gonna b. im one of the only honest ppl and i dont appreciate havin my characteristics challenged. i am not a bitch n the manner i used to b at one point but i can b a bitch to particular ppl if need b. i have no wish to torture u or sit on ur st and kick ur ass. u just need to watch wat u say when ure mad and who u say it about. i very rarely talk shit on my journal and even then wat i write ive already said to them once or twice b4. the world is candy coated and that how itll always b. ppl r especially candy coated to u bcuz of ur moodiness around ppl bcuz ure not used to being overly social although u want to b. i personally believe it wasnt urs or kendricks rite to say joe wasnt good enuff for sab. no1

Re: frustration...

[majesticwings]

i appreciate that joy and you do make some good points and again i am sorry about what i said. i will try and work on myself this summer so hopefully i'll be able to fix some of the probs i have with people. and your right i shouldn't have said that about joe and sab i was just worried about her even still it ws out of line.

Re: frustration...

[frail3bedazzled]

Perhaps worrying about me is one thing, but telling me that my boyfriend isnt good enough for me is wrong. I may not have liked Kendrick but I've always supported ya'll relationship, and I tried to look for the good points in Kendrick, whichever ones I could find. Maybe you should worry about your relationship before you worry about someone elses. I know you were probably just trying to be a friend and all but its not your place to tell me that. If Joe is such a bad guy and I'm so much better than him, why did you want to date him? You liked him for a long time, is he good enough for you but not for me? Why is you dating Joe any different than me dating him? Shouldnt you hold higher standards for yourself that you do for your friends?

Re: frustration...

[majesticwings]

those are some good questions that i can't really answer. i don't think joe is bad for you any longer he has proved himself just at the beginning to me at lest he seemed to treat you with less than you deserve. yes i wanted to date him but i always kind of knew it would never happen. and i have always put my freinds worth and happiness before mine. bad habit i know but that just how i am. i am here to take back those words because now i see how happy he makes you. just to me the perfect guy for any ofmy (female) freinds would offer her the stars and treat her like a princess and never make her cry. and yes i do see good in joe i was just so worried he was gonna break your heart and i didn't want to see you in pain again. your right though i should keep my comments to myself regarding other peoples relationships. i'll work on that.

Re: frustration...

[frail3bedazzled]

Joe does treat me like a princess and try to give me the stars. He would do anything for me and I know that. Anyways, he may seem perfect to me but not to you. Love is different for everyone. I love Joe for everything he is, good and bad qualities. To me, his bad qualities are good and they make me love him that much more. You shouldnt have to be scared for me, I'm not going to learn anything in life if people just tell me things and not ever let me learn them for myself, what a real friend would have done was let me screw up there and be there for me if I fall, Joy does that for me all the time, maybe she dosent like me dating joe, or chino, but she never says for me that he isnt good enough, she lets me experience it for myself