Okay, So.
I'm once again putting off the moving situation. Im sitting in my empty apartment, with things to clean and throw away, and I just wont do it. I don't know why, but Im SO good at putting things off.
I think I found someone to take my apartment, and she's been in contact with me now for a while, so I think its set!!! Meaning I won't have to pay two rents, and that I should probably go shopping to make up for it.
I feel very strange about everything that is happening, and I don't know what to do except to just keep taking things one day and a time and see how things land.
I slept in my new place last night, and it was strangely cold. Heat is controlled over there and we have to pay for it, and over at my old apt. they controlled it and it was way to hot all the time. So now i need more blankets i guess. I feel a little out of place there, because I live with Becky (my co-worker) now and she's been there a long time. She's very understanding and she is great about giving me space, time, and letting me feel at home, but its still a little hard.
My friend Greg is on tour right now, and he's good fer talking to, but being on tour makes it hard to talk to him. He's been calling me a few times though, which is nice because the people I can talk to about stuff seems to be dwindling. I like talking to Becky, but now that she's my roommate, I don't want to complicate things or get too personal too quick because I dont like people in my business... which sounds weird because it is a little weird.
But she likes to decorate! We spent like an hour organizing and moving things around, ending with a trip to jimmy johns and watching beauty and the beast on vhs. I think i"ll like it there, its just adjusting to the fact that I dont live with Sam and all our stuff is separated that's hard. My first home away from home is gone, and its weird.
So i should clean, yea?
I think I found someone to take my apartment, and she's been in contact with me now for a while, so I think its set!!! Meaning I won't have to pay two rents, and that I should probably go shopping to make up for it.
I feel very strange about everything that is happening, and I don't know what to do except to just keep taking things one day and a time and see how things land.
I slept in my new place last night, and it was strangely cold. Heat is controlled over there and we have to pay for it, and over at my old apt. they controlled it and it was way to hot all the time. So now i need more blankets i guess. I feel a little out of place there, because I live with Becky (my co-worker) now and she's been there a long time. She's very understanding and she is great about giving me space, time, and letting me feel at home, but its still a little hard.
My friend Greg is on tour right now, and he's good fer talking to, but being on tour makes it hard to talk to him. He's been calling me a few times though, which is nice because the people I can talk to about stuff seems to be dwindling. I like talking to Becky, but now that she's my roommate, I don't want to complicate things or get too personal too quick because I dont like people in my business... which sounds weird because it is a little weird.
But she likes to decorate! We spent like an hour organizing and moving things around, ending with a trip to jimmy johns and watching beauty and the beast on vhs. I think i"ll like it there, its just adjusting to the fact that I dont live with Sam and all our stuff is separated that's hard. My first home away from home is gone, and its weird.
So i should clean, yea?