Feb 05, 2007 18:25
I took tomorrow off to sit at home... I'm having a hard time being here today. I did get a raise, so that's nice, but I've just felt stressed out and I think I need another day before I come back to this. Niki told me she was going to coach me tomorrow and I told her I wouldn't be here, so she's going to coach me Wed. at 7:15 am... geez. Or at least sometime soon thereafter. I haven't been coached in a long time. The last time was Scott handing me a piece of paper and that was November. I can't even tell you the last time someone made me listen to my calls. My PE was based on things that Scott said about me over the year, so that's nice. I changed bosses four times after coming back in August, so it's been difficult to get used to any one style of working. Niki says I don't sound too bad and she made me an onboarder, so I have to assume I'm not screwing up too badly.
I need to get a washing machine. I went to get everything in one shot, but it didn't happen that way. I got a tv and living room furniture, but I couldn't afford to pay for laundry stuff too at that moment so I waited. Now I'm running out of clothes and the laundry facilities aren't working. To the laundromat I go I guess. Sigh.
Holden is super clingy and cranky lately. He wants me to carry him everywhere and I fear I am making him into a spoiled brat. I hope I'm not because I loathe mama's boys, but he seems so needy now that he has two teeth and life is hard for him. I just wish he'd get to the non teething, walking and being cute stage already... Just kidding, I'm enjoying every stage as it comes!! I should post more pictures soon, you wouldn't believe how big he is!!