Sep 15, 2005 16:57
so, yesterday was fun. it marked the 12th year of my dad's passing. i tried to get ahold of some of u just to see what u were up to, talk hang out or whatever to help forget about it. but found failure at everyturn. seems to be a reoccuring theme in my life at the moment.
i feel like i should touch briefly on my previous post. im sure some of u may think it was about u, because i kno that prolly more then 1 of u think this u can rest assured this is not the case. the vast majority of it had to do with the voices in my head or ppl who have not been alive for quite some time.
next i believe i have a clearer understanding of who my friends really r, thus to some of u, goodbye. iv tried everything i can think of to make this work and have run out of ideas. u cost urselves a hell of a good friend who has always tried to be there when i could. obviously i cant expect the same thing in return. im sorry to hear this and hate that it came to this. thus in conclusion if u actually want to keep in touch with me, or consider me a friend u can make the next move. if not, choke on my left nut and go to hell. hope u have fun becoming satans ass bitch.
night all.