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So, rather shitty day for my self esteem. In study hall these popular people were discussing glasses and the different types and stuff and when they got on the topic of 'geeky' glasses they felt the need to point and say (really fucking loudly, so that eeeeeeeveryone could hear) "Yeah, like Mikaela's!" and I was right in front of them. So that was kinda awful, and then next period my 'friend' pretty much spent the whole time talking about how much better I'd look if I wore makeup or cool clothes and how Ian would actually talk to me if I looked like a whore and I was like uhhh if the only reason he'd want to talk to me was if I looked like a whore, I think I'll pass on him and she was like lol that's the only way anyone would want to talk to you so that was lovely. And then at the end of the day my friend went to wait for the buses outside without me so I went to go follow her and I saw Ian and one of his friends right next to where she was so I was like oho perfect opportunity and I hung out very casually against a wall and pretended I was texting and I saw him look up, see me, nudge his friend and run away. I mean, I'd been noticing the running away thing happening for a while, but it was so fucking obviooooous. sdfkjdfglsbhlkjdfgkljgf. I am in an unhappy mood today. And school itself wasn't even bad today. I was out for the past three days because I was sick (and the doctor did some bloodwork thingy and I might have mono, yay) and we're just reviewing mostly for midterms. Which I'm going to fail.
BUT ON THE PLUS SIDE IT'S FRIDAY YAY.
BUT ON THE PLUS SIDE IT'S FRIDAY YAY.