i heard the news today oh boy

[maiacatherine]

words cant even describe the pain i feel
and the aloneness that over takes me
i cant even take a full breath without shivering
and wishing someone, anyone was here
i wish i could speak these words
most of all i wish he was here and not gone,
i wish they both were
i wish i wasnt so wasted that i couldnt stand when i found out
i wish there was some sort of relief.