what a week.
my aunt passed away this morning. and she took the last piece of my heart with her to heaven. i knew it was coming but i never anticipated that it would be so soon. now more than ever i need lucas beside me helping me to be strong but he is no where to be found. it just seems like everything is fallin apart. i hate feeling like this. why the hell cant i just put on that fake smile and pretend that its all ok just like i use to?