time for an update.
I'm really not inspired to write currently, so I'm not sure why I'm really here, but I figured, well, let's see what will come out of my mouth when I'm not really motivated by some event that has just occured in my life. I worked out this morning. I joined the gym near my house. I would reveal the name, but since my journal is not private I don't know who reads this :) It felt really good to work out. I am determined to lose all this weight. I have 60lbs to lose. I can't believe what a chunky monkey I am. I came home and I had four hard boiled eggs. I'm actually hungry after eating them. I figured it would be a good idea because of the protien content.
I'm supposed to hang out with Kristen from work today. I'm a little hesitant, because I just never hang out with anyone anymore. It's almost alien to me. Isn't that pathetic. She's a sweet fun girl though, So I'm sure It'll be fun, I'm just trying to find the motivation to give her a call. hahah...How lame am I.
Oh that reminds me. Work has been a major source of bullshit lately. I'm totally getting the shaft there, and it pisses me off. Apparently, for one. Shureen is secretely trying to get rid of me. She really doesn't like me, and I'll never understand why. Not like I need people to be my chummy chummy friends, but she fricking acts like she hates me. Or like I intimadate her. So, I'm only working one day in the office and two days on customer service...and I just feel like I'm getting shafted and under a microscope, and I just really hate this feeling. Like nothing I EVER do, is good enough.
I'm trying to figure out what i want to do with the situation. I don't know whether or not to talk to my boss carlos, or to just say fuck it, and start looking for another job.
Well, I'm gonna get going....Talking about this got my blood pressure rising.
Oh yeah, last night there was a horrible thunderstorm in the area, and I was going to leave work and lightening struck right in the parking lot. It freaked me the fruck out. Thank god I had already left though, because I think the power went out. Hahaha. I didn't have to deal with it. God was on my side in that respect. :)
Well, I'm off to do something.....bleh.
I'm supposed to hang out with Kristen from work today. I'm a little hesitant, because I just never hang out with anyone anymore. It's almost alien to me. Isn't that pathetic. She's a sweet fun girl though, So I'm sure It'll be fun, I'm just trying to find the motivation to give her a call. hahah...How lame am I.
Oh that reminds me. Work has been a major source of bullshit lately. I'm totally getting the shaft there, and it pisses me off. Apparently, for one. Shureen is secretely trying to get rid of me. She really doesn't like me, and I'll never understand why. Not like I need people to be my chummy chummy friends, but she fricking acts like she hates me. Or like I intimadate her. So, I'm only working one day in the office and two days on customer service...and I just feel like I'm getting shafted and under a microscope, and I just really hate this feeling. Like nothing I EVER do, is good enough.
I'm trying to figure out what i want to do with the situation. I don't know whether or not to talk to my boss carlos, or to just say fuck it, and start looking for another job.
Well, I'm gonna get going....Talking about this got my blood pressure rising.
Oh yeah, last night there was a horrible thunderstorm in the area, and I was going to leave work and lightening struck right in the parking lot. It freaked me the fruck out. Thank god I had already left though, because I think the power went out. Hahaha. I didn't have to deal with it. God was on my side in that respect. :)
Well, I'm off to do something.....bleh.