spring break and shit
soooooooooo spring break started out fun...coffee with matt, then roller derby then sushi and drinks then his house and stuff....we are bff...or so he says which i thought was hilarious...its going nowhere that i want it to go...he has something tied to a string that i just keep chasing after...it blows...i dont like it...im sick of it, but yet i keep on doing it and hurting myself...other than that...weather is great..im getting my tax refund...im happy...riding my bike again...smoking lots and going out as much as possible...its nice...i need new pants...and im failing stats class...but i made it into the honors society and i have an induction ceremony next week...everyone is having a fucking baby...all three of my best friends in the world are pregnant at the same fucking time...but my best one is due first...so that is good, then it will be over with...i dont like this everyone having kids shit..i feel left out and im afraid im going to end up and old maid..NOOOOOOOOOO... i dont want to,....i want to get married and move out already...ok...no i dont..i want to finish school, but i want to meet someone who likes me just as much as i like them...i have to be patient..