Happy Bitter Cynical Day....
Er...uhh...Valentine's Day.....Mine actually wasn't that bad...couple surprises which were nice. I didn't end up doin anything..just stayed home..but I actually enjoyed it. Went out and bought myself a pizza from pizza hut...the pizza hut guy gave me a deal on it...was only 3.87 insteand of the 7 or 8 it shoulda been...i was stoked bout that...did'nt even realize it til i was leaving with the change in my hand thinkin..hmm...looked at the receipt and he'd keyed in in properly, just as a deal...it brought joy to my belly...after i fought with my mouth to eat it that is...
other than that..i curled up and watched good old Dr. Phil and LoveSmart...i gotta hand it to him..Dr. Phil is a smart smart man...i got to watch this player admit on camera how he played multiple girls....followed by watching the confrontations that ensued....was quite usefull knowledge actually..in a somewhat entertaining note to self kinda way.
All in all it was a pretty nice night..i wasn't nearly as bitter or cynical bout it as I thought I was gonna be... I think for the first time in a while i'm content being by myself...as i know there are things i need to work through that need to be done on their own...as much as i may want someone around, that would only lead to more problems at the point i think..kinda sucks as i could miss out on a lot of oppertunities...but..in the same go...if i never figure out what it is i truly need, not want..but need, i'll never know when i find it...
Unfortunately, the age old saying is true...In order to truly love someone, you first must love yourself.
other than that..i curled up and watched good old Dr. Phil and LoveSmart...i gotta hand it to him..Dr. Phil is a smart smart man...i got to watch this player admit on camera how he played multiple girls....followed by watching the confrontations that ensued....was quite usefull knowledge actually..in a somewhat entertaining note to self kinda way.
All in all it was a pretty nice night..i wasn't nearly as bitter or cynical bout it as I thought I was gonna be... I think for the first time in a while i'm content being by myself...as i know there are things i need to work through that need to be done on their own...as much as i may want someone around, that would only lead to more problems at the point i think..kinda sucks as i could miss out on a lot of oppertunities...but..in the same go...if i never figure out what it is i truly need, not want..but need, i'll never know when i find it...
Unfortunately, the age old saying is true...In order to truly love someone, you first must love yourself.