paradoxical bs
I am absolutely loving,
and absolutely hating
everything about
today.
about my last 9 months on
earth.
about myself.
about my home
about poetry
about reading
about friendships
about love
about going back to school.
A friend of mine told me yesterday that his whole life was a farce.
My whole life feels like a big ironic joke.
fuck.
however.
I am now a full fledged student and can get a YMCA pass for 36 bucks... and, lay around and read books and act like it is more important than anything else....
everything will be different about my attitude toward life
when I start learning about monkies and the way our unfortunate brains work, on Tuesday.
oh anthropology.... oh psychology...
oh
ologies..
oh irony
and absolutely hating
everything about
today.
about my last 9 months on
earth.
about myself.
about my home
about poetry
about reading
about friendships
about love
about going back to school.
A friend of mine told me yesterday that his whole life was a farce.
My whole life feels like a big ironic joke.
fuck.
however.
I am now a full fledged student and can get a YMCA pass for 36 bucks... and, lay around and read books and act like it is more important than anything else....
everything will be different about my attitude toward life
when I start learning about monkies and the way our unfortunate brains work, on Tuesday.
oh anthropology.... oh psychology...
oh
ologies..
oh irony