ill take england over scotland any day.
Peace at last methinks. :)
Last night was...a good reminder. Helens grad party. Its been a while since I went to a party thrown by the Bush family. It was very refreshing actually, for two reasons. One, I'm not Andrew's girlfriend anymore, so I was more comfortable being myself. Two, I didnt realize how much I missed being surrounded by drunks with english accents. I managed to look my hottest, and gave a good view of Cleveland, purely because I dont need to care about what his family thinks of me. I was able to throw out my dark, harsh sarcasm on any conversation, because I dont have to give a fuck. It was liberating. But I had a better time last night than Ive ever had at one of their shindigs. Then when Andrew and I were alone, we talked, him half drunk. My boy can hold his beer, but he was a bit tipsy at 7. lol. He told me about 20 times how good it was to see me again, and that he misses me. It was good to hear. Good to know I still have him as a comfort. As a friend. He knew all about Ian. I never could hide anything from Andrew, lol. He knows me better than I know myself. *sigh* Anyway, on a parting hug, he couldnt resist unhooking my bra, as always, without my noticing until the bra strap falls. lol. How I love that. I told him he was my forever. By that I ment, I'll always feel for him, I'll always consider him one of my best friends. Yea. What great is I'm not going to see him for months, but I know things will be the same no matter how much time passes by. Well, at least I hope that. But I'm pretty sure. Anyway...I think that conversation with him is just what I needed to get out of the slump I've been in. Good times.
I miss my cousin MICHELLE. :)
Well, time to call eva. I think we're playing tennis tonight out of an attempt to exersize. heh. Its gonna be anonying because of this stupid cold I have though.
Last night was...a good reminder. Helens grad party. Its been a while since I went to a party thrown by the Bush family. It was very refreshing actually, for two reasons. One, I'm not Andrew's girlfriend anymore, so I was more comfortable being myself. Two, I didnt realize how much I missed being surrounded by drunks with english accents. I managed to look my hottest, and gave a good view of Cleveland, purely because I dont need to care about what his family thinks of me. I was able to throw out my dark, harsh sarcasm on any conversation, because I dont have to give a fuck. It was liberating. But I had a better time last night than Ive ever had at one of their shindigs. Then when Andrew and I were alone, we talked, him half drunk. My boy can hold his beer, but he was a bit tipsy at 7. lol. He told me about 20 times how good it was to see me again, and that he misses me. It was good to hear. Good to know I still have him as a comfort. As a friend. He knew all about Ian. I never could hide anything from Andrew, lol. He knows me better than I know myself. *sigh* Anyway, on a parting hug, he couldnt resist unhooking my bra, as always, without my noticing until the bra strap falls. lol. How I love that. I told him he was my forever. By that I ment, I'll always feel for him, I'll always consider him one of my best friends. Yea. What great is I'm not going to see him for months, but I know things will be the same no matter how much time passes by. Well, at least I hope that. But I'm pretty sure. Anyway...I think that conversation with him is just what I needed to get out of the slump I've been in. Good times.
I miss my cousin MICHELLE. :)
Well, time to call eva. I think we're playing tennis tonight out of an attempt to exersize. heh. Its gonna be anonying because of this stupid cold I have though.