heres to letting go.

[magpiefootie13]

well, its sure nice to know that he had no problem getting over it before it ended. here i am for days, distracted and upset beyond my control....meanwhile, he can sit back, put his feet up and relax. ch. what are emotions anyway? nothing to be concerned about apparently. hmph.

i feel like shit. i want to vomit.

i have no school tomorrow. what the hell am i gonna do all day?

gayness.

my breath stinks because im sick.

i went to three banks today.

andrew comes home again this weekend. but there will not be any no strings attached fucking. theres just no time. i was gonna get him boxers forhis birthday but then mo got mad at me because she thinks theres no point in me gettinghim anything when he didnt even remember my birthday.

this kitty is just so cute.

watching lizzy and josh makes me jealous.

why am i so hung up on it? gees. i just want to feel normal, and get on with life. christ.

sigh...sorry guys i thought iwas done being angry.

my friend allison is in the broken hearted club with me. her boyfriend cheated on her. ha. at least im not in her situation. but then again, she at least has reason to hate him. i cant hate my guy. it seems its impossible. i think ive ruined my privilages of havinghim treat me nicely though. talking to him online is making me aggravated because he gives me one worded answers and doesnt...talk. if he would just talk to me, it would be nice. it would help me get back to normal because id have his attention in some way.

KITTY! so cute.

i think im getting a cold.
life sucks.