Um...I'm not sure? *shrug*
What do I want to write tonight? I could update you all on my love life. There is an unease as far as my spiritual guidance goes. I have work related tales to tell. I could go into a number of great things…and I just may since I have a few hours to fill until it’s time for me to go home.
I’ll start simple and tell you of my job. I just down-right ( Read more... )
I'm really glad you like the job. This is one job that would really suck if you didn't like it.
As far as church goes, *hugs* What you're experiencing is pretty normal, and nothing to feel guilty about. There are times when it seems that Jim is reading my journal and writing the sermon in response to it. But there are also times when what we're talking about on Sundays doesn't really speak to me on a personal level. I'm there, too, now, partly because I'm not reading Hebrews during the week to keep it in my thoughts, but mostly because I'm just somewhere else. And it's ok to be somewhere else. In fact, I need those times that what's going on at the meeting isn't exactly moving me, because otherwise I get lazy and don't spend enough time outside the meeting seeking God. So in a weird way, I need the church not to be perfect so that I'll remember to rely primarily on what I get from God for my spiritual growth, not on what I get from Jim. I don't know if that rambling makes any sense or helps, but there it is anyway.
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