Jun 28, 2009 11:56
I have been in Oregon for a month now and I want to go home very badly which is funny because when I am in Tucson I say that I want to go home, too. I think that Tucson is my real home right now, not here. If I had my own house here this would be my home, but I am living with family and I do not like it at all. My dad and his family have all become so unfamiliar to me and I feel kind of unwelcome in their house because I am taking up space which they don't really have. I would live with my mom more often but her house is so far from public transportation and I don't like driving.
So many friends have left! Or have changed so much that I don't even care about them anymore. I want to live here again and have my own apartment and have all my old friends come back and visit me everyday and I want to go to the beach and I want to play in the fountains and walk on the waterfront and go out dancing at night.