I hate me
We surrendered the litter of kittens to a rescue group. That was two days ago, and I want to call and ask if they're doing any better now but I'm afraid that they've all died or are crippled for life or are in the process of dying. I hope the rescue group is not too mad at me. They know I did a good job with my first litter of foster kittens. I really messed this one up though. Our other cats have gotten sicker and I am worried for them too. They all have infected eyes and raspy voices and sneeze a lot. Today we noticed that Hobie (a big fluffy cat that Cole has decided to adopt) has developed a growth or a swollen gland or something on one side of his face. It is huge. His cheek is much larger than it should be. Looks like a tumor. My next paycheck is going to vet bills.