I am hungry for more

[magictoy]

So I'm taking this "getting my act together" malarky quite seriously at the moment and I feel better for it. I contacted a trumpet teacher the other day so will be starting lessons soon, started running on Wednesday which is quite addictive and did yoga last night which is quite painful. I feel better for it all. Especially as I've cut down my drinking quite heavily. I've started these get healthy things before with some short term success, but I feel rather optimistic what with my new found age(25), boredom with getting inebriated, and realising how much I want to go to London and how seriously I should take that proposition. I don't think I would have half as much will power if I was still drinking as heavily. I stopped drinking every day of the week a while back but found myself binge drinking instead and then suffering with the usual disillusionment crap every week till I get pissed again the following weekend. It's difficult to say no to going for a pint...I realised how much boredom was in my life which I covered up with getting cuntfaced all the time. There were times last week where I was practically going cold turkey and it's not as if I've even stopped drinking altogether...kind of pathetic eh? I would sit in my room thinking of things to do which didn't involve drinking and then would fall asleep out of boredom or too much thinking. I suppose my biggest test was always going to be a Thursday at the Art school. Which I only just passed (I feel) having left with only 3 1/2 pints under my belt from the whole night and having not dropped any pills. Any of you who are reading this may possibly think I'm being a sanctimonious over the top twat. I probably am. If I try to evangelize you then give me a good hard shot and tell me to shut up.

Right.

I'm going to go and eat...and fill my day with worth while things that you bunch could NEVER understand.